07/09/2026
See,Mom and Dad are not together they took different routes but you probably already knew,you getting older now remember back when mom picked us up from grandma’s house?
And she hid her boyfriend in the trunk and drove a couple miles?
Down the street and then she pulled over to let him out,‘Cause she ain’t want dad to know she had these type of dudes around
‘Cause last time he found out,He had to take us from Her
You look uncomfortable,I’m sorry let me change the subject
You know how we’ve always struggled with abandonment?,
And when we feel like someone’s leaving we start panicking?
And yo I wish I could say I’ve learned to manage it
You think it’s bad now but you don’t know the half of it
Passion is something we have never lacked
We see it the most when we’re writing raps
They think it’s funny now,let’em laugh
I know you think it’s just an outlet when you’re really mad
But you don’t know the platform you’re about to have
I know some things about the future you ain’t ready for
I know some things that you gon’ cover up,but can’t ignore
And what hurts is they gon’ surface at the worst moments and we gon’ act like it don’t hurt us
But it hurts,don’t it?
We walk around with the devil 👿 talkin’ on both shoulders
Wish I could tell you that he disappears when we get older
But that’s just not the case
And I know you feel out of place
And everything is not okay
And life can be a lot to take,but
You know how intoxicated people make us nervous?
To the point sometimes we shake and it feels so disturbing
Don’t be scared,that’s just trauma tryna reach the surface
And tell us everyone we love ❤️ is gonna try to hurt us
Which isn’t true,but it’s a lie that both of us believe in
Yeah,you might get a glimpse of happiness from your achievements
But what you’ll learn as you get older every time you reach one
Is you’ll just make another goal that doesn’t lead to freedom
See,some things about to happen that you can’t imagine
At 24, you’ll drop an album, and you’ll call it mansion
At25, you’ll put out therapy and gain some traction
Skip t to track number four,now that’s a really sad one
Yeah ’perception’s coming next we ‘bout to reach the masses
It sounds awesome; at the same,it doesn’t matter
At 27, we’ll make millions
But it’s really sad ‘Cause you learn to realise that none of this will make you happy
I wish that I could look at you with empathy
Sometimes I feel like I’ve become what you were scared to be
Which makes it really hard to look at you with sympathy
‘Cause if I’m feeling bad for you then I have to feel bad for me
And that’s just something I feel like we don’t deserve
That’s why I’m always looking down on you I know it hurts
I’m sure you have a lot of questions I’ve been tryna search to find us both some answers
I’ll be here for you if things get worse.
