19/03/2026
Does anyone else wake up these days and immediately check if the world is⌠still standing? đ
I wish I could say itâs just me being dramatic like always, but itâs not. It actually scares me.
Itâs weird because technically this was always a possibilityâŚthat any day could be our lastâŚâ¨But lately it feels less like a âdeep thoughtâ and more like a morning routine.
But it has been changing me a little.
I catch myself telling people I love them more. My friends, my family, the people I donât say it to enough but think about all the time. The ones Iâm genuinely grateful to have.
I still overthink everything. I still get insecure. A LOT
But sometimes..
I still wear the bikini even though I think I look fat..
I say what I actually feel instead of pretending I donât care.
I say yes to things instead of overanalyzing it for three days.
I text people first instead of waiting like itâs a game.
Not because Iâm suddenly confident or fearless because Iâm not.
Just because Iâm scared⌠and it feels like time isnât as endless as I thought it was.
