01/01/2024
So it’s very sad new year for me and I’m pretty sure nobody cares cause nobody ever posted anything on my comments but I get home to Colorado my farms been ransacked over $175,000 for the stuff is stolen probably closer to 200,000 motors, transmission, solar equipment, solar batteries, cars tools clothes space heaters buddy heaters 10,000 W power inverter. Oh no y’all there really isn’t any more reason to live anymore honestly I just try and hard work hard and try to bring home for my family and provide for my family and people go and rob me blind and I’m pretty sure it was my brother Victor and his little butt buddy, cousins and friends that are tweakers and out getting high and doping out and then you know it’s the fact that you know maybe even if it wasn’t Nicole and her family and friends going out and robbing me who knows anymore and why why should I even try anymore? It really is no reason to live after this I mean it reverted down to the fact that I think my girls are better off with their mom and me just be in a grave somewhere because at least they don’t try so hard they just basically just go to a normal 9 to 5 job. Come home with a mediocre apartment style living and don’t have nothing to speak of. They don’t even have bed. I don’t have furniture I barely make it through themselves and me I go out and I bust my butt and I make money to support. Everybody include Victor, Alexander Cromwell, Joaquin Cordova, all you fu***rs just robbed me blind and you know it but you don’t got the balls to come up and face me and face the fu***ng music I’ve helped you guys out. I’ve fixed your cars and put tires on your cars. I give you money to fix your Mustang I give you money to fix your Cavalier I give you money to fix your coal near excursion and all you little Tweaker people out there you know you did it you know who stole from me and you know why you did it was so that way you can get high again tomorrow in the next day and I’m pretty sure on some of my motors, y’all stole my 1998 Honda Accord, that none of you none of you had reason to touch, took the motors took the rims took calipers, took the rotors, put it on blocks he stole a 1989 GMC suburban rims off the front end of why these vehicles don’t even exist anymore. Why did you do it because you want to get high you ain’t know them but tweakers at this point my New Year’s so shot that you know maybe I’ll just torture it all to hell and be done with it and screw y’all and go on a shooting rampage and see when the cops take me out I was literally where I’m at at this point I my depression is hit rock bottom at this point, so I mean y’all are losers grade a losers all of you anybody from the San Luis Valley losers anybody who does a drugs a loser? I don’t know if I want to do with anybody anymore that has to do with the drugs anymore. You know it is just trouble can’t have one nice thing without you robbing me blind because why cause you’re a loser you can’t go out and get a job. Hold a job on yourself. You can’t do a damn thing for yourself but go rob other people who work their asses off for all their things and you just steal them blind and I’ve done no dirt to nobody have been kind. Respectful helped y’all out with money. Thousands and thousands of dollars I’ve spent on everybody else and this is the gratitude I get I’m just sick of it like there’s nobody out there anymore that’s real people or no such thing as a real person anymore so we’ll see what ends up occurring because I just don’t know anymore. I’m so depressed and so down that I’ve worked since 2013 to own everything on that farm and in one year it’s gone. Everything is gone a 2006 Nissan 350 Z and 92 Mazda MX 398 Honda Accord you stripped my 98 on my 97 Ford lightning you stripped my old my 02 heritage, you guys have just done me so dirty and I’m supposed to continue to respect mankind mankind needs a bullet through all their heads at this point
