06/27/2026
Some old videos to remember who I am. ✨💛
I miss creating, and I miss my spark of madness. My Disney escapes before I knew what was ahead, and the battle my body was fighting every day. Selfie videos on rides because I loved capturing the joy on my friends’ faces, and my own. Being everyone’s Disney tour guide. Feeling confident in my own skin.
Endometriosis has taken so much from me, especially because I can’t escape it anymore without wondering if a day or two in the parks will leave me in a flare. My body is healing much slower than I’d like, and when I’m not in pain, I’m often groggy from the things that help manage it. Even after excision, I still struggle with inflammation and bloating that can make me feel like a stranger in my own body. 🎗️💛
I wish I had better advice for other endo warriors recovering from extensive surgery, navigating treatment, or waiting for surgery. I’ve been so overwhelmed that I stopped creating for a while, but looking back at these videos made me smile. They reminded me that I’m still in there somewhere, even if my body isn’t cooperating. ✨
I need my spark of madness back.
And I miss Robin Williams, too. 💔✨
