18/01/2014
@41.
I had my first crush on a guy from my class, when i was in the first year. I tried a lot and finally became his friend. I spoke with him literally everyday and from the way he spoke to me i realized that he liked me to. We texted, called, chatted in FB every single day.
And then after a few days he told me that i was his best friend and that he had to tell me something. I was super excited thinking that he was going to propose to me. He said that he would tell about it the next day. I had a totally sleepless night.
Finally the next day, I asked him what it was and he said that he had been loving a girl from his school days and started telling a lot about her to me. At this time,I actually should have been heart broken. But till today, I really donno why, but I felt happy for him. But please don't think that my love for him had stopped.
I still do love him a lot and still wait for his texts everyday. And I know how much he loves that girl from the way he told me about her. I know what i'm saying is totally mad! But I really donno what to do!!
I want him badly and I also want him to be happy...!! Totally in a confused state
Guys! Please help me!!